i got back most of my prelim paper i score badly for my maths real bad i dropped about 16 marks from 84 to 68 i don't know how to face my mother i don't dare to tell her she will be very disappointed sorry mummy
why are you always leaving me alone why did you always treat me as a replacement of that girl? i don't want to be a replacement for that girl. i may not be your best friend but as long as that girl is not your best friend i am already very happy i am jealous i am selfish i don't want anyone to take you away from me all this only show that i really like and care about you as a friend sometime i do things that annoy you i am just doing all the things i did to seek attention from you but still you don't care about me what can i do to make you treat me as your best friend nothing? maybe the things i am doing now is just useless but as long as there are a chance of being together with you i am willing to do it even if it may make you hate me make you angry with me
i cried in class today for scoring badly for maths i just couldn't hold my tears you didn't even care about me didn't even come and talk to me only that girl came i hope it is you
you score badly for English during the time when we go through the paper you went to the interview you didn't have the chance to see your paper the girl beside me check the paper for you you got 8 zero for the comprehension when you come back to class i said out about the zeros loudly in front of everyone you got very angry with me because you don't want people to know about it don't want to be laugh at you got very sad for breaking the 'record' for zero i know you are very angry with me for being 'kaypoh' i don't dare to say sorry in front of you i can only say it here i am really sorry hope our relationship will never change
