the feeling of dying is back to me i feel like dying i feel so empty my life has nothing but sadness i am feeling so low now someone please help me i need help
people say that friends will be by your side always i don't think so i feel like i don't have friend
there was once after knowing you, i feel that i have friend best friend i really treat you as my best friend you brighten up my life i find happiness but WHY why must you bring sadness into my life
on that day you left for Canada you said you will email me and i must not email you as you will be changing you email i trusted you i waited for your email yes you did email me but only after 3 months i really wonder do you treat me as your best friend you said in your email no one can be your best friend but me you said it to make me happy or you really mean it i want to know
you said that you don't want to email it take ages for you write email so, fine i told you to create msn you said you will but after 1 month you still did not i asked you again you say you will i waited still nothing happened so i took the trouble to ask your sister who is still in Singapore i found out that your talk using skype i don't know anything of it then i asked everyone around me i create a account just wanting to talk to you
i saw you online i talk to you but to my surprise that was your mother so i waited for another chance you online again i talk to you it came out to be your other sister i ask for you you say nothing but that you are very sleepy and that you will call me again without saying bye you cancelled the call and went offline i was so disappointed
after that time i dare not call you i waited for your call after so many months you still did not call me every time you go online how i wished you will call me but time after tame you didn't you totally hurt my feelings
