i got 233 for PSLE all As as i expected i was actually OK happy as i got higher than my brother he only got 202 and also i was the top 5 in class although i can't get in the school i always wanted cedar girls' i don't mind as i know where i stand and should not dream of getting in
but everything changed after me knowing how much Nadia got she got the same as me she only get 186 for prelim but 233 for PSLE she improve about 50 marks i can't believe it i only improve only about 15 marks
i feel like dying why must she win me for everything she win me for sport leadership almost everything the only thing i win her is results but now what is happening i hate myself for getting this mark i want to win her for at least something i don't always want to be behind her why must she be always better than me i can't believe what is happening i hope i am dreaming please
