what is happening to me? i feel the changes in my life. it is changing to fast. pls slow down.
that are things that i know is planned ahead of me. why am i so stupid? why will i want to change what is planned for me using my own hand. i know i don't have the power to, but still i want change what is happening to me. i hate the things He planned for me. i am trying to change it. i can't believe i will end up this way, being unhappy of whatever He have planned for me. i know i must trust in Him. but sorry to say, i am losing faith, losing hope. i know, who am i to go against Him. i am just so small without Him, that won't be me. i know all this things is just part of learning. but if i can only learning by that way. i hope i will never learn. be that innocent kid who know nothing about life and the problems in it.
