Saturday, October 25, 2008
i seriously think i am weird now.
what is happening?
i was trying to fake happy the whole of today
i looked happy on the outside, but the inside?
i am not sure.
i kept using the comp this few days, without stop
last time, i will just on it to listen to music
but now, i can't stop using it.
whenever i am not using it, i will think of what happened that day
it might be just a small incident that happened
but it affected me a lot a lot.
whenever i think of it, i will feel like crying.
something is seriously wrong now.
why can't he just give me fake hope?
i will be happier that way.
i hate to face reality
i hope i didn't call jasmine to ask on that day,
so i can still fake myself and dream that everything will change for the better....
11:18:00 PM <3
