Friday, February 20, 2009
yes, i find myself super stupid.
i fall into telling daniel gan about FBT/FCL
once again i got cheated into his nice nice talk and told him who i like.
the moment the yeah come out from my month i alr regret it so much
i hate sitting with him.
i am going to make sure not to sit with him again or stop talking to him
yes, i am going to.
and jonathan told me that he almost told FBT/FCL about it
but he didn't want to know with my consent
so nothing happened and i was safe today.
not sure of monday though.
i hate going to school now.
i wonder why do i fear it so much actually
fear of rejection? fear of getting prank? or the fear of being laugh at?
most probably the fear of letting people know i like a guy like him.i can't believe it either.just like how shocked jonathan and daniel were when i told them.i don't know, all this is making me crazy.
all i know is, i just brought death upon myself due to my own stupidity, how great.
11:37:00 PM <3
