Saturday, November 19, 2011
I am feeling lost, very lost. I am at a period where I move from path to path, onto another phase of my life. I am having this very strong fear of having no way to go. Judging from the way my Os went, I lost my little last hope for my future, a decent path for the next few years of my life. Well, if i didnt work for it then i wont be whining. The problem is, i did. People always say that hardwork will show. It isnt, not a single bit.
Nothing has been going well in my life lately, nothing. Life is as meaningless as ever. I need help to guide me on, to give me some hope. For me to live on.
3:35:00 AM <3